Sometimes I wish I could be a human machine, completely devoid of emotions. Some of the machines, I mean, clients I’ve met through work – especially in places like Singapore and Hong Kong seem a bit like that. They work hard, they have goals and nothing gets in their way. In some ways, seeing me is their means of being productive – it’s like a condensed version of a holiday (and I often get told they very rarely take real ones). I might give them their fire back if they’ve been feeling down and out or a little worse for wear, but mostly after seeing me they can be more on the ball at work.
I’ve been working on an external business outside of escorting and I feel like it’s coming along well. But it’s not easy to make time for things that don’t “progress” us, things that don’t have direct results that are visible after doing them. We all need to take a (proper & real) break every now and again though – even if our work is our passion. We need to enjoy doing that thing called living. And it’s funny how something as simple as a big stream of water did wonders for giving me energy. Seriously, happiness is this.